I said the final prayer too late

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:49:17 GMT

FUN FUN HOORAY

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 18:52:41 GMT

I'll try and write a poem. Maybe you relize how I feel. But you know as well as i do, my words and emotions are worthless, and won't change your mind. Why bother, why try? Living my life asking question with no answers, no reason no rythme. I'll ask you again, why am I here? Why am I still breathing? I know you don't know the correct response, nobody does. So, now that I have come to the conclusion that I am worthless, to everybody. I'll take this pill, ignore the warning label... maybe i'll have four. Fuck it, i'll finish the whole bottle. Its done, its over.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:43:20 GMT

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 02:44:14 GMT

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Bleeding Through
Love Lost In A Hale Of Gunfire

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 16:02:06 GMT

BUY THIS CD

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 19:32:26 GMT

I think we can do whatever we want, and should be doing it as much as possible right now. tommorow is never for sure.

p.s. that sounds lame, but its true.

by the way. fuck you. lol.

I'm really fucking sick and tired of "live journal". its just for people to complain about something they did to them selfs. So... i'm gonna try and not complain.

If you are just as awesome as me... call me up 2488959654.

word

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:37:39 GMT

I miss being emo. its was fun. I think i'll re-grow my hair out. then dye it all crazy shit.

hell yes.

I have to get away.

Sat, 28 May 2005 08:50:46 GMT

So Here I sit, looking at the traffic light. The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites. I wana run away, i wana ditch my life, because all my mistakes keep me awake at night. After all of my alibis desert me, I just wana get by, don't want nothing to hurt me. I had no idea where my head was at, but if my heart says i'm sorry can we leave it at that.

I know that I let you down, but i don't want to deal with that.

I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you

All day I seem happy. things look up, regardless of every shitty thing that happens.
But when I go to bed and can't sleep, i relize how much I actually hate myself. Its a good attitude to have.fuckyou

Tue, 10 May 2005 06:39:19 GMT

My days will be very boring now, where have you gone. Dont forget me.

today is a day that sucks.

Mon, 09 May 2005 02:34:45 GMT

I'm so glad everything in my life works out according to plan. I'd like to thank everybody who played a roll in making this a huge success. I love you all.

Not caring what others think only comes when you have pure hate in your heart for the rest of the world. I'm on my way.

I hate myself just a little extra today, no big deal.

Wed, 04 May 2005 03:45:57 GMT

Every single day I wake and hate you more.
The pain and anger grow at an alarming rate.
Your pathetic and ugly.
I can't stand seeing your face.
Won't you just die.

YOU = ME

fuck off!

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 03:54:38 GMT

Just tie the rope, and kick the chair. Just leave me hanging there, gasping for air...don't mind me three feet from the ceiling......When I'm with you there's no point in breathing

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 14:50:42 GMT

when my life is over, it won't be soon enough.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 03:19:26 GMT

I really hate xxxTOUGH GUYxxx metal bands. They really piss me off.

The music scene sucks. Everyone has forgot what music is about. Now we have fags who start a pop punk band, just to make money, and get 12 year old chicks. I hate going to concerts because everybody looks the same.... not to mention so much music sounds the same now a days.

Bands sell out, and start making bad music, which is wierd, because i usually hate when people talk about selling out. For example.... "the used" Thier new cd is good, but it really just sucks.... its all soft and gay, good job burt on turing into a homo. - - - also, "a static lullaby"; Everybody has heard "and dont forget to breath", its hard,true and meaningfull. The new cd is just as "talented" But it sounds sold out and mainstream. It doesn't make sense.

I could go on all day.

What I have done is come to a conclusion....I am the FINAL WORD when it comes to music. I'm not one sided, or two faced. I know what the hell i'm talking about.

p.s. this has nothing to with genre, I have enough brains to call country music "good music". same with rap,hip hop, electronic, and pop music. I just decide whats good and whats not.... SUPREME RULER OF THE UNIVERSE. (i can't wait for the hatter comments)

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 06:38:00 GMT

The feeling I feel right now is prolly the best feeling in the world. Each day gets better and better. At this rate who knows what will happen. I know you won't have a chance to read this, but I really feel close to you, the connection we feel when I look into your eyes. Thank You. My heart won't slow down tonight, I can't sleep. I'm too happy.

Autocross.

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 00:02:34 GMT

5th Place!

All in!

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 17:47:04 GMT

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 08:09:28 GMT

Time goes by,
And we watch our lives,
As they're sadly slipping away.
Alone, we cry.

So follow that tune quickly
Or you'll lose the melody you never heard
When you were young you didn't care.
It's the one that stole your fathers pride,
That mighty mighty dollar sign.
These are the things that matter now,
So sing along and be...

Prepared to jump,
When the ship has sunk,
And you're slowly watching it drown.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 01:37:27 GMT

If I could do one thing different. It would be to have never met your sorry ass. To never have asked you out, kissed you.. or fallen in love with you. You've ruined my life beyond repair. I'm the one paying, suffering through the pain, while you sleep around. Well, FUCK YOU.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 19:20:46 GMT

I'm going to let you into a typical month of my life.....

Day one. She wants me back, "i'm sorry", I've heard that before.

Day three. Fine, I'll take you back.

Day Six. wow, things seem to be going good.

Day 15. What? She's cheating on me again. whats new.

Day 23. Wow, was I wrong. yet again fucked over.

Day 31. Have a nice life, get some help. PLEASE.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 06:31:13 GMT

A lot of fancy finishing touches. Custome gold flake paint sprays from air brushes. I removed all your 20 inch rims.. and i'm melting them down to build 5 foot plates for the shins of my 30 foot android..... some one to protect my interests.

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 04:10:34 GMT

I haven't laughed in such a long time, it's starting to hurt on the inside. I think its killing me from the inside out. What do you think, could you help me?

One day you'll be mine.... one day.

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 01:45:40 GMT

I've been driving down this road for years. I follow the signs, travel towards my destination. I'll go in the direction I think i'm supposed to go. The problem is, I've been here before, i'm seeing the same things over and over. I'm driving in circles. What the fuck is going on. These signs lie....Happiness is no-where to be found. Nothing will ever change, you will never change. I'm still the bitch, and you'll walk over me.

Fuck you, dont you dare hang up that phone.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 18:24:33 GMT

Awww, how cute.

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 20:27:43 GMT

I let you bring me home, i'm afraid to find out that your alone. I'm sleeping in your living room. We don't have much room, to live.